Still Searching

I can't make a stand,
I don't believe in anything.
I can't take your hand,
I'm not worthy.

I'm still searching.
My life's upside down.
I'm residing inside myself.
I'll call you when I find myself.

The harder I try the more I fail.
My luck is nil.
I take another pill,
just to get through the day.

I'm full of worry.
My heart can't take much more.
I miss you baby.
But I can't stay.
It's all mixed up.

I see a long road before me.
My memory will hold you.
I'm still searching for love.