More then this

i can't think.
i can't focus.
the world is spinning.
my life is slipping.
i was hoping for more then this.

never hope above your station.
never over expect on your expectations.
i'm one short and fully loaded.
my life is tipping.
i was dreaming for more then this.

my head throbs.
my heart pounds.
the dog is licking off my dead skin.
my life is sinking.
i was believing in more then this.

faith is for fools.
i've been your tool.
i wanted you and i'm sorry.
my life is cracking.
i was thinking i deserve more then this.