Broke Me

my heartache echoes in my ears.
it's good to hear i'm alive.
i wondered because i feel so dead inside.
your negligence did this to me.
every word you didn't say taunted me.
all those little things added up and crushed us
i wish you'd let me in on the joke
one day you loved me the next day you left me
how can my heart cope with that

bring back your arrogance
hold me one more time with indifference
look into my eyes and tell me the pretty lies
i'll be waiting forever for you to mean your kiss
your cruelness broke me
but i don't know why i still can't let you go

my chest rises and falls with every breath
it's good to see i'm alive
i had doubts i had survived
your nonchalant goodbye did this to me
every step you took out of my life stomped the light out of me
all those suspicions were the end of us
i wish you'd told me sooner
one day you wanted me the next day you discarded me
how can my heart recover from that

bring back your disdain
tell me i'm not worthy
look right through me
i'll be here hanging on to the air that used to be you
your carelessness broke me
but i can't stop hoping you'll come back to me