my heart has dried out smaller then the grinch's before he gave back christmas. i'm in the middle of a love drought, unable to find an oasis to save me from these hallucinations. i'm dying slowly each man at a time. i go through them like there's an endless supply. i can't settle and i won't compromise. i chase away all the good in my life.
i like the bed all to myself. i love my bed more then anyone else. there's only room for one. you might visit when i want some sex, but the invitations short lived and i move on. ignore me, store me in tupperware. throw me in the freezer, cut off all my hair. you were ok and the chemistry was in the middle of the periodic table. put the sparks fade, the light's dim, and i chase away all the good in my life.
i've been accused of many crimes. i've committed some and got away barely every time. the infractions were small but the message was clear, i believed the laws are bendable if you know how to play to the crowd. public opinion is panicing people too scared to read the facts. knee jerk reactions lead to law changes that can't be enforced because the officers are outnumbered. so i chase away all the good.
i can make all the observations i want. i can talk nonsense and bash anyone in the world because i have free speech but am i free. my taxes eat away any hope i'll ever escape from my debt. thank god debtor's prison no longer exists. i'd be there living on water and bread. i chase away all the good.
there's no point in living if you lay in bed all day. prop up the pillows and hacksaw open my brain. find the section that is rotted and black, cut it out so it never grows back. then maybe one day i'll stop chasing all the good away.
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