Temptation has a name. I say it over and over again. I dream of him. I want him. I am taunted!
The thoughts of my tongue caressing your flesh spread out before me like flames would hungrily eat up a gasoline soaked arsonists trail.
I dance in my sleep to your touch in my dreams.
My heart beat’s in unison to your breath.
These desires will be the death of me.
If I see you I should run the other way, to save myself before I cave into something that will undo all my virtue.
The matters of the flesh are weak.
I must be strong.
The pleasure will be fleeting.
I know the intensity of this attraction is the devil’s way of leading me astray.
I’m in danger!
Temptation has a face. I find my eyes staring at him over and over again. I am memorizing every mole, freckle, and scar. I need him. I am falling!
Your simplest gestures entrance me like a junkie getting high on the smallest dose of their favorite fix.
I listen to you speak and watch you walk.
I find you fascinating.
This fixation isn’t good for me.
There’s nothing positive I can do with this.
You are on the verge of becoming a sin.
This is my fault.
I deny myself everyday joy.
I hold in and suppress basic needs until I can no longer keep my hunger at bay.
You are a symptom of a much larger disease.
I have to learn to control these urges.
This is a test and I must pass.
I have to prove to myself that I’m no longer the woman that needs a man to feel complete.
Temptation has broad shoulders and jet black hair. He has a deep rumbling laughter and eyes that light up and dance with amusement. His smile lights up his whole face and ignites in me a flame that burns down all resistance to his charms. I am overcome!
All pleasure is the same, brief and temporal.
I remind myself this life is not eternal.
I’m not here to be his lover.
I’m here to build an eternal life.
I’m here to be worthy to return to my Heavenly Father.
I have a choice between Heaven and Hell.
This is the choice right now to save my soul.
His love will bring me tears and pain, but God’s love will bring me joy and glory.
I have to focus on beyond this life.
It’s hard to see past my senses.
I get enraptured with his touch.
He knows the effect he has on me and uses it to his advantage.
I pray for God to strengthen me and lead me out of temptation.
Temptation has not gotten the best of me this time.
I’ve overcome and my vow of chastity remains intact.
Alone but with God’s love I remain.
He didn’t understand why this was important to me; therefore he wasn’t the right man to be with me.
In God’s time I will find my eternal companion and then after we are united in the temple I will finally have a love for all time.
The thoughts of my tongue caressing your flesh spread out before me like flames would hungrily eat up a gasoline soaked arsonists trail.
I dance in my sleep to your touch in my dreams.
My heart beat’s in unison to your breath.
These desires will be the death of me.
If I see you I should run the other way, to save myself before I cave into something that will undo all my virtue.
The matters of the flesh are weak.
I must be strong.
The pleasure will be fleeting.
I know the intensity of this attraction is the devil’s way of leading me astray.
I’m in danger!
Temptation has a face. I find my eyes staring at him over and over again. I am memorizing every mole, freckle, and scar. I need him. I am falling!
Your simplest gestures entrance me like a junkie getting high on the smallest dose of their favorite fix.
I listen to you speak and watch you walk.
I find you fascinating.
This fixation isn’t good for me.
There’s nothing positive I can do with this.
You are on the verge of becoming a sin.
This is my fault.
I deny myself everyday joy.
I hold in and suppress basic needs until I can no longer keep my hunger at bay.
You are a symptom of a much larger disease.
I have to learn to control these urges.
This is a test and I must pass.
I have to prove to myself that I’m no longer the woman that needs a man to feel complete.
Temptation has broad shoulders and jet black hair. He has a deep rumbling laughter and eyes that light up and dance with amusement. His smile lights up his whole face and ignites in me a flame that burns down all resistance to his charms. I am overcome!
All pleasure is the same, brief and temporal.
I remind myself this life is not eternal.
I’m not here to be his lover.
I’m here to build an eternal life.
I’m here to be worthy to return to my Heavenly Father.
I have a choice between Heaven and Hell.
This is the choice right now to save my soul.
His love will bring me tears and pain, but God’s love will bring me joy and glory.
I have to focus on beyond this life.
It’s hard to see past my senses.
I get enraptured with his touch.
He knows the effect he has on me and uses it to his advantage.
I pray for God to strengthen me and lead me out of temptation.
Temptation has not gotten the best of me this time.
I’ve overcome and my vow of chastity remains intact.
Alone but with God’s love I remain.
He didn’t understand why this was important to me; therefore he wasn’t the right man to be with me.
In God’s time I will find my eternal companion and then after we are united in the temple I will finally have a love for all time.
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