He Says

my head aches to the weirdest beat.
all the world comes flooding in.
I'm defenseless again.
screams split open my ears.
I swear they weren't from me, but they were.
creepy cat ladies are hunting me.
he says, relax baby it's just bad dreams.

take apart my soul,
is it ripe or just old?
I smell disease.
the stench brings me to my knees.
I used to be pretty,
now I'm just petty.
he says, don't worry baby you still have me.

my eyes are heavy,
my heart feels weak.
I can't control me.
the world wreak havoc inside of me.
I'm falling.
I hear the air all around.
he's calling, he says, I won't let you hit the ground.

lift me higher into the sky;
let me touch a star and hold on tight.
I'm losing grip on what is or isn't;
find me please.
he says, baby i'll be your north star

he says what I need to hear
he loves me on my worst days,
even when I swear.
he says, he'll never leave.
I think this one truly loves me.