Unnoticed

my heart broke and no one noticed.
my soul froze and no one paused.
my whole world crashed and burned
and the world just kept chugging along without a care.

i guess that should make me feel better.
losing you didn't kill me,
but i feel dead!
i go to bed at 8pm.
i sleep courtesy of pills.
i only eat what clogs my arteries.
i want my heart to hurt.
the pain reminds me to breathe.

my days are boring.
there's nothing to look forward to anymore.
you spoiled me.
when i had you i felt buoyant.
now everything is still in color,
but the brightness has faded;
unlike my longing for you.

my heart broke and no one noted.
my soul choked and no one commented.
my whole world disappeared
and no one has missed me, not even you!