You Save Me

i can't imagine my world without you.
in this craziness i've succumb to you're like a beacon of hope lighting my way home.
your laughter is sweet music to me.
your voice brings me out from my darkest thoughts.
you save me when others fail.

you are powerful.
you are beautiful.
you are perfection.
my heart belongs to you.
you're the key to healing me.
you save me.

when i want to lock myself away and ignore the world,
you push and pull me out of my shell.
you aren't scared of me when i go crazy.
you never give up on me.
how did you get this strong?
you save me all by yourself, i'm in awe!

you are wonderful.
you are brilliant.
you are funny.
my soul belongs to you.
you're the piece of me i was missing.
you save me!

when i'm afraid you are brave.
when i fall you pick me up.
i'm supposed to help but i don't.
you are my nurse and my jester.
my angel of mercy with a mischievous grin.
you are my only truth.
you save me even when i don't know i need saved.

you are amazing.
you are courageous.
you are fabulous.
my life belongs to you.
you're the one i was waiting for.
you save me!

Real

as i listen to the crickets' chirp, my enquiring mind wants to know more about you.
i am debating having all 7 of your sacred names inked into my flesh.
i want have you with me all the time.
the scriptures say you already are, but there's no pain, so it doesn't feel real!

as i watch the dog sleep at my feet, my heart is yearning to be closer to you.
you know my every thought, but i don't know that much about you.
i am ready to jump in with both feet and give you all i have.
i want to dedicate all of me to you.
there are so many places and faces claiming they are able to help me,
but there's no beacon beckoning me, so it doesn't look real!

as i sit in front of the computer checking in on work, my soul battles against logic for control.
i'm not worried, i know your truth will set me free.
scientist keep searching for the God particle to explain what they can't see.
every discovery they make brings us closer to our own extinction.
faith is required for your love, not mathmatical proof.
their numbers aren't adding up, none of it makes sense, so it doesn't sound real!

as i get down on my knees to pray, my whole being becomes in sync with you.
a calm settles over me. a feeling of contentment spreads through me.
i sense a presence holding me. i am comforted.
i can't explain it. i can barely find these words to describe it.
the world melts away and time stops.
i know you are with me, but just long enough, so you become real!