Wild

i can't stop thinking about the taste of your kiss,
your hands on my hips,
the heat of your body pressed against mine,
and your scent driving me wild!

you're intoxicating,
absolutely fascinating,
i love your smile, your hazel eyes and laugh.
your touch is driving me wild!

every text you tease me higher,
anticipation drawn out,
you make every moment we have count,
until we come together.
then you make me go wild!

you whisper you want me.
i feel how much you need me.
my head's spinning,
i hold my breath,
because you're driving me wild!

i can't get enough.
i can't believe it's only been a month!
i'm so drunk on you!
i'm high on your junk!
man you're making me go wild!

I'm drunk!

i am drunk!
stuck between the freedom and the poison
pain has drifted out on a shot glass!
i amuse myself to no end.
i wish i could cure my pain,
oops, jack daniels already did!

tomorrow might brings headaches and regret.
i have self administrated my own pain medication.
getting on the healthy band wagon causes me pain.
my story is simple,
i'm the woman that has no happy ending!

i struggle with my understanding,
technology broadcast every fault.
love rises above dead doves,
i kill my heart for you.
who dares to defile me descends from heaven.
if you fall in love your flesh burns.

i regret this mess.
but i confess that this is a bad decision.
i enjoy this disconnected vision.
wrap me up and take me to bed
i want to touch another human being besides myself.

i got here full of gutter thoughts,
i can forgive you, but not myself,
all this is typed in a haze,
thank God, i'm still well behaved.