Winter in Late March

the wind cuts through my three layers of clothes as if i've come outside naked.
i turn the corner and my breath catches and my heart stammers.
the briskness of my walk fails to warm me and i come back in unable to feel my extremities.
i clumsily peel back the clothes to confirm i still have my fingers and my toes!

i cover up in three blankets and a 30 pound puggle.
an hour has lapsed and the chill still permeates every cell of flesh i have.
the winter has been a bitter enemy;
the spring an unwilling ally.
the snow begins again bringing more dread with no end.
even the ghosts of my past have been frozen solid.

i sit still in the quiet hoping to be forgotten.
the extended grey skies have crippled my enthusiasms.
now the only appealing things in my world are heat and sleep.
no one smiles or looks up between their mad dashes from heated cars to heated stores to their heated houses.
we are being held prisoner by winter's unyielding wrath.

i dream of a sun filled paradise.
palm trees, swimming pools, pink drinks with umbrellas and a tan all dance around in my head.
the mirages never stay and every morning the cold stabs my hope to death.
i'd fly away if i could afford it, but winter knows i'm stuck and delights in my misery.

the sun is out and mocking me with its shine, but no warmth it provides.
my aches have aches.
my pains have pains.
every movement triggers a tormenting throbbing of every muscle.
i crank up the thermostat and grit my teeth.
the dollars lost hurt almost as much as my fingers do.

wintertime i beg of you, move on to some other country.
i've had enough of your attention this year.
my life is on pause until you leave.
please die so i can live.
my soul is suffocating under your unrelenting gaze.
you use to be my favorite time of year, but your welcome has passed.
winter it's not you it's me!

Wild

i can't stop thinking about the taste of your kiss,
your hands on my hips,
the heat of your body pressed against mine,
and your scent driving me wild!

you're intoxicating,
absolutely fascinating,
i love your smile, your hazel eyes and laugh.
your touch is driving me wild!

every text you tease me higher,
anticipation drawn out,
you make every moment we have count,
until we come together.
then you make me go wild!

you whisper you want me.
i feel how much you need me.
my head's spinning,
i hold my breath,
because you're driving me wild!

i can't get enough.
i can't believe it's only been a month!
i'm so drunk on you!
i'm high on your junk!
man you're making me go wild!

Heat in a Moment

it's a dark night, stars and moon are out of sight.
our cooling bodies entangled in the sheets.
the distant worries begin to accumulate.
life is altered from how we've known it.
all in the transfer of our body heat in a moment.
the passion ripples inside our bodies but my heart is unmoved.

i waited years to touch and kiss you.
i wanted you for so long i had almost quit,
but events unfolded like a treasure map.
you were led to me and i embraced you.
i'm not one to think things through
and now that our heat in a moment is at an end...

it's quiet as we lay side by side staring up at the ceiling.
the house could be on burning down and we wouldn't move.
the magic spell of passion's heat in a moment has been broken.
we both are wondering where do we go from here!

this adventure wasn't as fulfilling as i had dreamnt.
i built this moment up in my fantasies and reality tore it down.
my attention span has been redirected and you haven't even left my bed.
as the night slowly turns into day, this heat in a moment fades away.

i'm running like i always do, until another man catches my eye.
i love having a new one to pursue.
the chase is the heat that builds slowly before it ignites me.
one day i'll stop and regret all the love i've let pass me by,
but now i have to tell you good bye.
there's this really good looking guy i want to try!

Two

my lips shine and taste divine.
my eyes are luminous and grey.
my hands are soft and smell of cherry blossoms.
what more do you want from me?

my heart beats faster.
my body shivers.
my whole being quivers from your touch.
what more do you need me to do?

passion has been chemically enhanced.
all the props have been placed.
the sensual vibe fills the room.
the two of us and one big bed.
one plus one equals us two entwined as one.

your 5 o'clock shadow against my neck.
your lips lightly brushing mine.
your hands gliding up over my hips.
i can't get enough of you.

the hunger in your hazel eyes.
your tongue dancing with mine.
your body pressing into me.
i can't get enough of you.

passions satisfied with one big bang.
the heat begins to fade.
the candles have burned down.
silence and heavy breathing remain.
the phones are ringing.
reality is invading our world of two.

good bye.
good luck.
maybe we'll see each other next month, maybe not.

Basic

i entertain naughty thoughts
you and i torq'd and twisted
flesh upon flesh
heat and sweat
wrapped up in sheets
tangled from our heads to our feet

i feel your need for me against my knee
simplicity meets desire
when we come together
we create an animalistic primal fire
i cannot resist your touch

passion is ample
our minds take a back seat
we cruise on our chemical reactions
love isn't the building block
it's more basic then that
our breath's co-mingle
heart's beating rapidly
we stay in bed until noon

i hold you against my breasts
i gently stroke your chest
both of us wonder what comes next
i fear what we have here
won't sustain us
after the basic need are met
there's nothing left.