Afraid June

the days pass by in a blur
i feel the same every day
i'd ask for more but i'm afraid!

you're missing me like i miss air
relationships are hard to make last
i'd tell you more but i'm afraid!

we both need a thrill
the burn of passion fades
we keep the worry a secret because we're afraid!

this is a test
i have a plan for us to pass
will you listen or are you too afraid?

i can pull back the layers
i will break down these barriers
i will shout out your name because i'm tired of being afraid!

you try to pull away
fear makes you do stupid things
take my hand and stop being afraid!

kick away the doubts
you're alive with new enthusiasm
we've gone mad but we aren't afraid!

we set the bar high
you grab the tequila and i'll lose our past
i'm yours now, don't be afraid!

Not Sad and Not Mad (Amen)

i am falling, helplessly, calling for an angel to catch me.
i was wondering where i was going when you stopped to talk to me.
i was feeling lower then low the day we met through pure happenstance.

and

i'm not sad and i'm not mad.
these things will pass.
i won't worry about your past.
i've put these issues into the proper hands.
now i've just got to say amen, amen, amen.

i'm searching, endlessly reaching out for you to take my hand.
i am seeking to understand where you are coming from.
you are feeling lost but i swear to you my heart remains true to you.

and

you're not mad and you're not sad.
we both know these things will pass.
we can't waste our time worrying about the past.
we've put this in the proper hands.
now say it with me, amen, amen, amen.

we're hoping, strongly believing, God will see us through.
together we are blazing a brand new trail.
we build our future as one renewed in faith.
we are feeling optimistic and joyful because we know it's simple.

and

we don't get sad and we don't get mad.
we turn to the Lord to set us free.
we listen to that still small voice to guide us where we need to be.
you can never go wrong if you put your problems in God's hands.
all you to do is lift up your troubles and say amen, amen, amen.

Inspired

I am sad.
The light burns too bright for me.
The birds sing too loudly for me.
My heart beats too strongly for me.
I run and hide.
I try to hide from the world.
I am sad.

I am glad.
The rain is pouring down on me.
The tears are flowing from my eyes freely.
My soul is searing in glorious pain.
I am feeling.
I try to embrace the emotional tidal wave.
I am glad.

I am mad.
The man is telling lies to me.
The fool inside wants me to believe.
My mind yells he's playing a trick on me.
I am screaming.
I tried to avoid this moment for weeks.
I am mad.

Inspired in a spiral of see-sawing emotional diseasters.
I am every emotion.
I am no emotions.
I am sad.
I am glad.
I am mad.
This up has no down, but to turn my life around.
Inspired I spiral out of control dancing with my remote control.