Focus

Stuck inside my mind is your picture.
Every night your image crosses over into my dreams.
My life is missing you!

Every day there’s only half of me to get to know.
I hold onto your memories as tight as I can.
I’m so scared time will erase you from my mind.

I focus on you.
Without you in my heart I’d be nothing and have no one to love me.
I focus on you.
Your laughter and your smile.
The way you believed in me keeps me pulling through.
So I stayed focused on you.

Each year bring the same old shit to my door.
My problems pile up and haunt me.
I can’t move forward anymore.
I’m mired in my own unforgiving soul.
I can’t let go of the past.
I want to let you know I’ll never stop focusing on you.

Without you in my heart I’d be nothing and have no one to love me.
I focus on you.
My thoughts are fragmented and unclear.
I focus on you.
My emotions are unpredictable.
I fear I am losing my grip and that you’re slipping away.
And I’ll never get you back, but I stay focused on you.

I want to stop time now!
Hold it down and hang on to you.
So let the world go on it’s merry way and I’ll pass the days focusing on you.
I’ll stay here focused on you.