Seek Clarity

should i be worried?
constant trouble rests on my mind
opinions are tossed out hurried
the consensus is i must be blind

time is slipping away from me on a downward slope
gracefullness isn't in my character
can't keep myself dangling on such a short rope
obsession has given me a hair trigger

underneath my calm exterior
lonliness consumes me to the breaking point
obviously, i'm pretending to be cheerier
maybe it's time to make my point

before i speak up i select my words carefully
ecstasy rest upon me seeking clarity

Reunited

i learn something new every day.
my lines blur and cross, but i am stronger now.
my weaknesses are fading.
i gather my bad thoughts and tie them up with twine.
i set them on fire and watch the wind carry them away.
i keep the Holy Ghost close to my heart.
yes, i am stronger then i thought.

home isn't defined my walls and roofs.
my home is God's domain.
my soul lives to do his will.
i purify myself by my actions.
i see the path clearly now.
God is calling me home and where ever he wants me is where i must go.

i have forgiven myself because Jesus forgave my sins.
i can not linger on my past.
the future is brighter and lighter for me.
my tears served a purpose.
i had to cry so i could let go.
my internal compass points true north.

there is no doubt anymore.
God is my father.
Jesus is my savior.
the Holy Ghost is my guide.

i will never get lost again.
i've given up trying to steer.
i go where the spirit tells me to go.
if i get confused, i am a prayer away from clarity.

my hands work in unison with God's angels.
this joy is the greatest i've ever known.
i spent years making what is simple complicated,
but now i'm reunited with my Lord!