Green-Eyed Monster

i wish i was the center of your universe.
our paths must have traversed for a purpose.
this can't be our swan song.
the hollow echo of our unfulfilled potential rings over & over in my ears!

your hazel eyes beckon me to kiss you.
our fluids have been swapped and made a glorious mess.
now it's akward, this sudden breakdown of talk.
let's focus on what we do best with our tongues and hands.
emotional connections can't be tested if they don't exist.

your world collided into my wan existence.
you can't walk away after you change everything.
i don't know what makes you tick,
but when we're together it just clicks.
lies are okay if it all ends up the way i want.
it's not the journey but the destination that matters in this fight.

i'm tempted to go super nova on your life, but i still want to hold you.
i'm conflicted between vengeance and desire.
if i could have both, true satisfaction would be mine.
i know you say mean things about me.
i hear you've been talking trash.
i thought you were better then that.

i've managed to keep my green-eyed monster locked away,
but the door's shaking and i can hear it roar.
i don't know how much longer it can be ignored.
this urge i have to reap what you've sown.
to kill every dream you have in your heart.

make your choices wisely.
choose your next words carefully.
because once this thing gets started i can't stop it;
the green-eyed monster in me will devour you and your world
and we will both get torn apart!

About a Man

my life has become a one sided conversation.
i speak to you but you're not even here.
the disaster is evident in the pill bottles scattered on the bathroom counter top
and the dropped pills on the floor.
i never bother to pick them up because there's always more.

i drown a little every time you reach out to hit me with your angry words.
i sink below the surface of your hate even more.
i broke under the weight of your expectations.
just when i begin to show some progress, you pop up and drag me under once more.

i'm a good person trapped in your bad mood.
the perpetual shifts in your demeanor swing me until i get sick off all the emotions.
let me go. let me down. let me out of this miserable relationship and your twisted revenge.
life is simple for most, but for me it's always been so damn confusing.

yes, as usual, it's all about a man!
it always has been.
the current mistake hurts the most.
i thought i'd gotten it right, but i was kidding myself.

A Tall Cold Glass of Revenge

you know what really pisses me off about you?
everything you touch explodes!
you just can't leave a room,
you gotta stomp out like you're squishing ants.
i call you out for the liar you are.
i knocked you out of your comfort zone.

you tried to laugh the truth away.
when you couldn't escape the fire,
you ran for the exit but i blocked the way.
so you went off on me,
like a massive super nova.
you tried to burn me,
but i'm not the one who cheated.

i played the fool and fell in love
with the blackhole that passes as you.
you made me suffer.
now i've drenched you in the combustableness of your own hot air.
you may leave here alive,
but i've beat you at your own game.
i smashed your stupid pride into a thousand pieces of crap!

i sip on a tall cold glass of revenge,
enjoying the view of you scrambling around,
trying to make amends.
there's nothing better then arriving angry
and leaving with peace of mind my friends!

The Mystery

I bring you up to heaven with my touch.
I can take you down to hell with one word.
I leave you wondering why.
You go through cards and letters trying to solve
the mystery i left behind.
you read my emails searching for answer i refused to give to you.
i don't have to tell you why.
not this time.

it hurts so much and it says so.
little i give you to ease the pain.
i leave you baffled, full of questions.
it bothers you all the time.
you can't get me off your mind.
the unanswered questions naw away at you.
in phone calls you beg me for release,
but i won't every tell you why.
not this time.

i left the dots behind.
you have to connect them on your own.
i won't tell you why, no, i won't.
you go ahead and cry.
too often i led you where you wanted to go.
but now you got to get there on your own.
i won't tell you why.
not this time.

I'm Not Done

You think I’m a fool. The way I fawned over you. You took my affection and left me with your rejection. I feel your poison killing me. As you move on my blood seethes. My veins are overflowing with your disease. My anger boils out of control, it’s bitterness on my tongue. I swear I’m not done.

You’ll pay. One day I’ll make you pay for what you’ve done. I’ll catch you soon and nail your balls to the ground where you stand. You’ll pay for what you did to me. You were cold and cruel. Like leaving was as easy as breathing for you. You already had a little something on the side. You were biding your time. I ignored all the signs. I stood frozen to the spot when you walked out at 2 on the dot.

My heart hurts. My eyes weep. My stomach hurls at the thought of you touching her curls. I feel the rage taking over and I’m ok with it. Because it’s the only way to make you pay. I swear I’m not done. I’ll make you pay someday for what you did to me.