Circling

I watch the colors flashing
Red green red green
The numbers change one by one
I watch the digits climbing
Lost within these reflections of mine
Hypnotized by life’s misery
I keep walking down empty roads
Circling the solution that could fix it all
I see nothing ahead
But I don’t look up or down
I don’t glance side to side
It’s straight ahead to hell for me

I watch the colors flashing
Red green red green
My heart beats in time to their melody
I can’t keep fighting this
Loneliness that creeps into my veins
Missing the point each time
I am blind
I am deaf
Yet here I stand seeing and hearing what I want to see and hear