an alluring pariah crosses another liar off the list, scrunches it up in a mental fist, tosses it out with the bitter taste he left in her mouth. yes, it's difficult to keep track. yes, i'd rather be in traction then be attracted to you.
close the blinds, put on the depression, it fits likes a 2nd skin. is there no end to the parade of losers i've let in? the adventure is never as fun as the reviewer said it was. i fall into the trappings of love like a junkie whore looking for a fix. i keep recycling my heart with used spare parts, and i've yet to love someone for good.
i'm running along the freeway, my mind is passing me by and my heart is going to burst, but i can't change my mind on a dime. i've gotten too deep into your neck of the woods. the whispers get to me and the stares bother me. everyone knows you better then i do. will you ever let me in so i can let you go?
a clueless genius, i swear i've found the cure for a broken heart, it's forgetting and leaving in the dark. i got holes in my conscious that i refuse to fill. there's no right or wrong when you live beyond black and white. just leave me the f*ck alone!
shut down the computer and crawl under the covers. everything is better after the pills kick in. i survive just to piss you off. i'm only playing. didn't you understand me? i lie, cheat, and kick people's teeth in.
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