the sadness saturates me from the inside out
i held onto you for far too long
now letting you go feels so wrong
you fell off your pedastool helping me up
now the memories are all mixed up
i'm trying to block you out
the confusion is real
i can't fake a heartache
you to keep eating your cake
i have to kick my addictions
you sleep like a baby wrapped up in your convicitons
i got the wrong end of this deal
the effort is an epic fail
i'm off to buy a pop so i can pop this pill
it's my last chance to cure my ills
my denial has been eclipsed by sky high counts
all the healthy rhetoric you spouted finally is paramount
i have to let me old habits go stale
the dream has died
i'm forced to recall what i intentionally forgot
i'm no longer welcomed in my own camelot
life has become void of all meaning
i resent your very being
right now i'd kill for something deep fried
the process has begun
i analyze all my nooks and crannies
i'm hoping to reduce the size of my fanny
every bite i ever took was me eating my misery
i thought every pound protected me from my enemies
i have to reverse the damage before it can't be undone
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