So Me

so lonely
so depressed
so repressed

my urges want filled
my defenses are crumbling
my weaknesses growing

so doubtful
so fearful
so bashful

my demons are circling
my reasoning melting
my surrender on the way

so burnt
so scarred
so twisted

my heart crys blood
my soul tears
my own fears surround me

so detached
so selfish
so cold

my mortality shrinking
my essence seeping out
my tears never stop

so lost
so confused
so me