Too Damn Depressed

i miss my old life. the life i had before you came to visit. i'm too damned depressed to get dressed. i'm too damn depressed to care you left. i'm too damn depressed to breathe.

i thought i was strong.my thoughts turned out wrong. sometimes you can make the right decision based on the wrong information. i'm too damned depressed to get out of bed. i'm too damned depressed to cry over you. i'm too damned depressed to kill myself.

you got tied up in knots to figure out what went wrong. you said you did everything you could. you keep talking about what it's been like for you, but what about me. what about me. i'm too damned depressed to shower. i'm too damned depressed to pay the bills. i'm too damn depressed to eat.

i don't go out. i don't talk on the phone. i have built myself an island of solitude. i'm too damned depressed to be around people. i'm too damned depressed so i take another pill. i'm too damned depressed to get over you.

you tried to explain why our relationship wasn't working for you anymore. you thought you made it clear my behavior had to change. you didn't want to hurt me, but you didn't even try to stay and fix me. so you just walk on out the door. well that only made my depression worse. i'm too damned depressed to throw your shit away. i'm too damned depressed to rip up your photographs. i'm too damned depressed to move on.

oh, this depression knows no limit. i'm too damned depressed to write anymore.