Comes and Stays

dreams a cruel portal to wishes unfullfilled
there's no happy endings in my world
i can't do my job
i drop everything i pick up
everyday i fight a darkness trying to devour my soul
night night night it comes and it stays

sunshine is burning me like a vampire
i pull the blinds down and black my house out
i can't think
i screw everything up
everyday i hurt and ache and want to give up
night night night it comes and it stays

the drugs are meant to balance me
i feel disturbed and uneven
where's the promised relief
my utopia eludes me
everyday i pop them to get rid of the MISERY
night night night it comes and it stays

where's the freedom from the night
where's my liberation when do i get
to win this fucking fight
why can't i surrender
everyday i ask myself why do i fucking bother
the night, the night the fucking night

IT COMES AND IT STAYS
IT COMES AND IT STAYS
IT COMES AND IT STAYS

let me go