The Music in My Head

Dancing to the music
The music ONLY I can hear
I sway and spin
My head in my hands
Just being me
Whatever that’s for
Whoever that is
Just being me
And living
And breathing

Spilling my woes
In the nearest sympathetic ear
Words pour out
Cluttered
Unorganized
No one knows how it goes
Inside my head is an empty dread
The mystery no one wants solved
I feel so unwanted
I am NOT needed

Guilty as charged
I screwed up again
It wouldn’t be a day
Without say Oops for me
So here it goes
Don’t exactly know
What’s up from down
But I try
That’s better than some