Reboot Me

whisked into a frenzied world i don't comprehend
i see words fly by in a suicide attempt to bury me
in their lofty expectations i succumb to this
travesty, i break into a million pieces

scooped up out of my comfort zone to places i don't like
i see the hostile faces with their furrowed brows
they don't want me here and i don't want to be here
but i'm adrift and can't find a ticket home, i collapse

endless banter meaning nothing and saying crap
i can't keep up in this space age odesyye
the technology has out paced me
and i have not the passion or the desire to catch up
i crash into the web

scatter me, throw me into the wind.
tell me the secrets to keep alive.
when i enter people exit quickly
i can clear a room in 30 seconds flat.
i even get annoyed by the sound of my own voice
i'm such an ass. i tear myself down.

no mask, no rules, no punch line
just me here alone as always.
how many men have i chased away.
i've lost count.
so sorry to say i don't give a damn.
fuck them all, oops i already did that.
tonight i drown. reboot me if you dare.